Honestly... I keep getting out and you keep dragging me back into this one sided needy relationship. But to be honest honey I guess I haven’t ever given you my all. Writing was easier but now the hard part comes to make writing that people can understand. God why does everything take so much practice. Grr....

So here, I am back. By the way, I forgot how you like it. I haven’t done it in a while with you, I honestly have another girl I hang with and well its more passionate with her...but for some reason your gritty dirty existence just gets me randy all over again whenever I see you pass me by, at an anime con or a picture of you in a fantasy book.

So I guess I am back and I guess I will try and find your g spot again, but I have to tell you I won’t be home every night because honestly I have another mistress the one I am engaged to writing. She makes me hella Horney and now I have thrown poetry into the mix as well as internship and well-lit mag too. Not a very good boyfriend am I. well sorry about that.

Well I am here and I will try to find all your curves and lines and love them and heal them, but I have forgotten so be kind. I am after all a wandering samurai.